《意隐故事---明玉轮》夏意隐

21、催眠（2） Pukia

　　Pukia: “You feel relaxed and happy. Now imagine you come to a gate that leads to a memory lane. Along the lanes are colorful scenes of your life. Allow any memories associated with the scens to come to you without pressure, without judgement.（你感到轻松而愉悦。现在，想象你来到一扇通往 “记忆长廊” 的门前。沿着长廊，两侧是你人生中色彩斑斓的片段。让与这些画面相关的任何记忆自然浮现，不需要施压，也不需要评判。）”

　　Vivian 知道刚才只是前戏，重头戏、飙演技的时候现在才刚开始。果然 ——

　　Pukia: “You might see people you know, hear their voices, or recall specific events that happened there. Notice the details. What do you see? What do you hear? Can you feel anything?（你可能会看到你认识的人，听到他们的声音，或回想起在那里发生的具体事件。留意这些细节。你看到了什么？你听到了什么？你能感受到什么吗？）”

　　不出意料，她肯定什么也没看到、听到、或感受到。因为其实催眠并不是控制，也没有什么神秘，只是转换注意力并在此之上进行语言暗示。Vivian 怎么会交出她注意力的控制权呢？

　　Vivian: “Yes…（能…）”

　　Pukia: “Good, good… Experience your environment. Can you tell me where you are on your memory lane?（很好，很好…… 感受你的周围环境。你能告诉我你现在在记忆长廊的什么位置吗？）”

　　Vivian: “I was 5.（我 5 岁。）”

　　Pukia: “What do you notice?（你留意到了什么？）”

　　Vivian: “I see my parents and my brother. It was Christmas. My mom and I were wearing red, and my dad and my brother were wearing green. We were exchanging gifts. My dad bought me a stuffed animal—an elephant…（我看到我的父母和我的哥哥。那是圣诞节。我和妈妈穿着红色的衣服，爸爸和哥哥穿着绿色的。我们在互换礼物。爸爸给我买了一个毛绒玩具 —— 一只大象…）”

　　Vivian 尽情说着一些不痛不痒又不相关的废话。总而言之、言而总之，一片祥和之景。其实最开始她想说他们一家都是红色，只有她哥哥穿绿色，但是她不想透露任何有关他们家庭关系的信息，所以只是按照性别做了区分。如今事事都要小心，因为就连清醒时刻的自由联想、也就是她现在编的这些故事同样是潜意识的暴露。

　　Pukia 是一只深夜吸血鬼。她想要痛苦、想要罪恶，这些是她赖以生存的精神食粮、是满足她嗜血天性的兴奋饮料、更是这个实验成功所需的关键步骤。所以 Vivian 不会给她，她就是要用光明白昼去灼伤她。于是她就这样流水账地讲着一些似有似无东西，完全没有停下来的意思。

　　Pukia: “You enjoy it-（你很享受这一刻 -）”

　　Vivian: “Like basking in the sun.（就像沐浴在阳光里一样。）”

　　Vivian 不知道自己怎么就鬼使神差地打断了她接了这么一句。可能出于她实在是很爱自己有关于她是吸血鬼的比喻。

　　Pukia: “Right. But now it’s time to move forward along the lane. Keep looking closely at those meaningful moments in your life. They may be happy times, but they can also be dark, painful ones. Sometimes only by looking closely at those moments can new growth and understanding emerge. You are right now looking, searching for those moments. Where do you stop?（对。但是现在是时候继续沿着记忆长廊往前走了。继续仔细观察你生命中那些有意义的时刻。它们可能是快乐的时光，也可能是黑暗或痛苦的片段。有时候，只有直面这些时刻，新的成长与理解才会出现。你现在正在看、在寻找那些时刻。你停在了哪里？）”

　　Vivian: “I was 2.（我两岁。）”

　　她故意的。

　　Pukia: “Move forward. From 5, you keep going. You enter primary school, you pass through it… and now, where do you stop?（继续往前走。从 5 岁开始，你一直往前。你进入小学，穿过那段时光…… 那么现在，你停在了哪里？）”

　　Vivian: “I was 12? 13.（我 12？13 岁。）”

　　Pukia: “Exactly. Now, tell me what happened at 13. Who is there? What do you see?（就是这样。现在告诉我，13 岁时发生了什么。谁在那里？你看到了什么？）”