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I waited a full day before I let myself believe this wasn’t just a dream.
By then, I had pinched myself red, checked every corner of the room for hidden cameras, whispered “System? Are you there?” at least five times like an idiot, and even recited a whole paragraph from Pride and Prejudice to see if it might unlock some magical golden finger.
Nothing happened.
No glowing screen. No stat panel. No robotic voice telling me I’d earned "Adaptability +3" or "Elegance Points: 45/100.
There was just me.
A two-year-old toddler in the body of Mary Bennet, stranded in the late 1700s. A baby with a brain of a 20 year old woman. No powers. No mentor. Just memories and instinct.
I lay in bed, listening to the creaks of the wooden floorboards above me, the occasional bang of a door somewhere down the corridor.
No electricity. No running water. No indoor plumbing. And no mobile phone.
And no way back.
That should have terrified me. And it did — but only for a moment. Because I was adaptable and had in my 20 years of life learned to be in the present and make the most of challenges.
I wasn’t going to be just another footnote in the Bennet family drama. I wasn’t going to be forgotten like the original Mary, quietly brushed to the side with her piano scales and moralizing lectures. If I had to live this life, I’d live it brilliantly.
But first, I had to adapt. I had to understand.
That morning, I sat quietly as I was dressed in stiff little clothes by a maid named Annie. She smiled when I didn’t squirm or cry. I didn’t answer — partly because toddlers weren’t supposed to speak like twenty-year-olds, and partly because I was already planning.
I needed to observe. Learn everything I could.
After breakfast — a bland mix of porridge and warm milk — I was allowed to sit in the drawing room with my older sisters. Jane, delicate and golden, maybe seven years old, sat with Elizabeth, lively and sharp-eyed.
So it was true. They were real. My fictional sisters were now real, living people. And I — I was their shadow, quietly watching from a cushioned stool.
I didn’t speak. I didn’t draw attention.
Instead, I listened.
Over the next few days, I made a habit of it.
When Mrs. Bennet was busy with household chores, I listened. When Mr. Bennet spoke at dinner, I listened. I took in the layout of the house, the names of the maids, the rhythm of the day — morning walks, reading hours, embroidery circles, meal times announced by a tinkling bell.
Most of all, I was with Jane and Elizabeth.
Jane was kind, she smiled often. Elizabeth was always asking questions. I listened to her questions and the answers given by Mr Bennet. I wanted to understand the world around me.
At night, back in my bed, I began making plans.
What did I know about the late 1700s?
Well, I knew enough to understand that this was a world where women had few rights. Education was limited. Marriage was a career move. A woman who didn’t shine — in beauty, wealth, or connections — was often invisible.
But I had something no one else in this world had: foreknowledge. Insight. Perspective.
Still, I reminded myself not to grow arrogant. That was a fatal flaw in many time-travel novels. People who acted too modern, too bold, too loud — they drew the wrong kind of attention. This world didn’t tolerate defiance unless it was charming.
I needed to blend in. To play the role. And while playing it, slowly rise.
Adapt. Learn. Listen. Read. Improve. That was the plan.
I didn’t need magic to make a difference. I had my mind.
One day, while watching Elizabeth argue about the ending of a storybook with a wide-eyed Jane, I realized something odd:
I wasn’t homesick.
I did not miss my family too much. Mayhap the god of time travel or some system had minimized my emotions. I had to be careful. This world was new and I should proceed with caution to make the best of it.