《霉霉taylor泰勒folklore歌词》主角控智性恋

9、this is me trying

　　作词 : Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff
　　作曲 : Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff
　　I’ve been having a hard time adjusting
　　我经历了一段自我调整的艰难时期
　　I had the shiniest wheels
　　我本有着最闪耀的齿轮
　　Now they’re rusting
　　而现在它们布满了锈迹
　　I didn’t know if you’d care if I came back
　　我不知道如果我回头你是否还会在乎
　　I have a lot of regrets about that
　　对此我有太多的悔意
　　Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
　　将车停在路边交给看守
　　Could’ve followed my fears all the way down
　　它大概伴随了我一路的惶恐无助
　　And maybe I don’t quite know what to say
　　也许我不太清楚该说点什么
　　But I’m here in your doorway
　　但我现在就站在你的家门口
　　I just wanted you to know
　　我只是想让你知道
　　That this is me trying
　　我有在努力啊
　　I just wanted you to know
　　我只是想让你明白
　　That this is me trying
　　我有在挽回你
　　They told me all of my cages were mental
　　他们告诉我束缚我的都是精神牢笼
　　So I got wasted like all my potential
　　我挥霍浪费了我的潜力
　　And my words shoot to kill when I’m mad
　　当我怒上心头言辞如利刃出鞘
　　I have a lot of regrets about that
　　对此我有太多的悔意
　　I was so ahead of the curve
　　我总是遥遥领先
　　The curve became a sphere
　　直到我固步自封
　　Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here
　　觉得自己被所有的同学们抛在身后于是我沦落至此
　　Pouring out my heart to a stranger
　　将我的整颗心对一个陌生人倾诉
　　But I didn’t pour the whiskey
　　但我并没有失去理智
　　I just wanted you to know
　　我只是想让你知道
　　That this is me trying
　　我有在努力啊
　　I just wanted you to know
　　我只是想让你知道
　　That this is me trying
　　我有在挽回你
　　At least I’m trying
　　起码我在努力啊
　　And it’s hard to be at a party
　　若我感到自己像一道裸露的伤口
　　When I feel like an open wound
　　我便没有心情去参加什么聚会了
　　It’s hard to be anywhere these days
　　这些时日我甚至都不想出门
　　When all I want is you
　　当我的脑海里都是你的声影
　　You’re a flashback in a film reel
　　你就像电影故事中的一刹闪回
　　On the one screen in my town...
　　投放在我心中小镇的唯一荧幕
　　And I just wanted you to know
　　我只是想让你知道
　　That this is me trying
　　我有在努力啊
　　I just wanted you to know
　　我只是想让你知道
　　That this is me trying
　　我有在挽回你
　　At least I’m trying
　　起码我在努力啊