二之宫早纪也知道自己其实挺无聊的,大概就是无聊得太厉害,才疑神疑鬼、小肚鸡肠。搁以前说不定她也会很讨厌这样的自己,不过当自己真成为“讨厌的自己”时候,反而不会去计较那么多。 就像那人之前和她说的: It was like a wave. You go forward, and suddenlyyou go back. There was no preparation. What happened was more than they were ready for. (那就像一阵波浪,本来是往前,一下子却被推着往后。人们对所发生的事情一点准备都没有,一点都没有。)